Posts tagged depresja

I wouldn’t say I love my job, but some weekends I feel like I’d be better off working, just to pass the time.  This weekend I have absolutely nothing to do and its driving me crazy already.  Its not just that I have no plans, but I really doubt I will talk to anyone all weekend.  Sometimes I don’t even go outside once, but I’ll probably just drive around trying to find somewhere to go, just to kill some time.  And on sunday I will go to the foodstore and I will do laundry.  Thats how my weekend goes.

Its kind of intimidating to think about.  Tomorrow I’ll probably wake up around 10:00.  Then I’ll eat breakfast and shower.  And then what?  I’ll probably go to bed around 10 or 11…that means I need to kill 12+ hours and I currently can’t think of a single thing to do.  Its days like this that I end up getting depressed.  Sometimes I think the cure to depression is to just stay occupied and you won’t have time to be depressed.

So what do I do?  Right now I just feel like I want to be around people, but I really have few friends in this town.  And my ability to make friends is clearly not that great since I’ve lived here for 1 year.